February 2012
Physically and Mentally weak.
This whole week has be full of ups and downs. I’m tired, my body is sore, I have a fever that won’t go away. The stress on my body is getting worse, my mind can’t take it anymore, then weekend is going to be packed again with work and dance. I don’t even get Sunday off, I need to go to my cousins in SD. Some good things that happen was Boy Varsity won League and went...
When I look in the mirror, I don't see myself...
I see a child, not a grown-up. I see a disappointment to my family and friends. I see someone without aspirations or goals in life. I see someone that will never learn from their own mistakes, thinking they were a mistake themselves.
Just a stranger.
It’s nice to know people still care for others even if they are strangers. It shows they have the ability to show compassion, which is a plus in my books.
Perfection at it's best.
Someone who
would have sleepovers with me
will take stupid photos with me
wants to hangout anything doing anything
cares about school
has their morals intact
will like me for me
It's one of those night where I wish I wasn't...
Home is where you are most comfortable.
I would have to say home for me is the studio, I feel like I can be myself without people judging me.
Who does God pray to?
God prays to bombs and bullets, begging them to reconsider their destiny, asking them to use themselves as a rocket-ship or a satellite dish. A crash in the stars is a lot better than breaking flesh.
I'll admit it, i'm weird.
Lets conversate.
Twirling around in our vocabulary of words. The rhythm of the music is the sounds coming from our mouth as every tiny word jumps off the tip of your tongue.
Being a dancer you have to give up a lot of...
I honestly don’t have time to myself anymore. Between work, school, and dance, my life has no “gaps”. When i’m out of school its either work or dance. I tend to miss more school events now, I can’t hangout with anyone, and i’m always tired. Basically you have no social life. But there are perks, one, you get to spend time with the greatest people, they are your family of dancers. Two, you gain so...
When i'm in a relationship,
I’m not one to put my significant other on a pedestal. I mean like I not going to announce it to the world. Sure, if someone asks, I won’t deny it. I been through a lot and I think keeping things low key are sometimes best. It also makes things more intimate, not sexual, but kinda like the way Romeo and Juliet had to see each other.
Maybe I want someone that is strong enough to hold...
A girl with a smile that can make me melt.
It just something about a girl’s smile that makes me melt. Like when she smiles, her eyes light up, you can see her lips stretching from ear to ear showing her pearly whites. Seeing her happy is always attractive, because why should she be sad? It shows she’s happy. It shows that nothing can put her down. Her smile is the most precious part about her. It shows how beautiful she really is.
January 2012
I can never be around complete silence.
It irritates me=, maybe its cause I like the sound of sound. How things hitting another object can create it, but mostly its because i’m scared of my own thoughts.
I get jealous easily.
I can't stand being around guys that talk about...
I mean come on, nothing else to talk about? ”yeah man, she’s hot,” or ” what number would you rate her?” Its fine every once in a while, shit gets tiring to hear.
I knew I had a half sister,
and I knew that she was 4 when I met her, but I heard she is a freshman now?! I hope she didn’t turn out wrong, I wish I was by her side while she was growing up to keep her from the bad things, like, i’m not going to be hypocritical, I’ve done things (and still do) but I know my morals and my ethics. I hope she still has her’s too.
Whoknows - Jeff Bernat (cover)
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To the girl working at Starbucks down the street.
I was walking past, I only came in here to hear what your voice sounded like, but instead of saying that, I got so nervous that I ordered the first thing I saw on the menu. I don’t even know what Chai is..or a Latte as a matter of fact.
Holding Hands.
That moment as your fingers tips touch the others, the sensation you get that runs up your arm, as your hands slowly intertwine. As your fingers interlock, they hold on to one another making it seems as they are threads, weaving in and out to hold each other into place. Playing with each other thumbs, twiddling them back and forth, back and forth, creating a feeling of comfort.
It sucks not being appreciated for the things you...
No matter how small that task you had might have been a simple “Thank you,” would’ve suffice. Maybe that is why I don’t do anything for anyone anymore, but to be honest I do it for myself anyways. It helps me be the person who I want to be.
Indirect posts.
You know its about you, but you never want to say anything.
“Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they’re amazing. They just have...
You want to?
You want to let me come over and just hang out? Or we can do it at my place doesn’t even matter, as long as i’m with you. We can hangout watch movies, play games, cook … maybe even just sleep. I really wouldn’t mind sleeping aha. Just cuddling with each other, kisses here and there. Legs intertwining, my arms wrapped around your body, your head on my chest as you hear my heart race faster and...
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Sex is like riding a bike, except to the moon...
Make sure you find the right bike, make sure you’re ready to pedal to the moon because its not a close trip. Might start off too fast, get tired, might end up with someone in some place that doesn’t care about you or your personal space. Like Arizona, but I heard girls don’t like fast or Arizona, so take your time, move at God’s speed.
In other words, just wait for the right person to some along,...
Foggy Night Air.
It’s like your thoughts. In the day your thoughts are free from your mind. Making your ability to think clear and certain, but as the day progresses, it starts to get dark your thoughts starting rolling in. The thoughts that you’ve push to the back of your mind start coming out around this time just like the fog setting in. They are full of “Buts,” and What if’s”. They cloud your...
I want to meet my mom.
I haven’t seen her since I was 3. I barely know what she looks like, I only have one memory of her, and that was her talking me to Walmart holding her hand. Im turning 18 this May and I want to meet her before then. Apparently she still keeps in contact with my grandma, she says “When he turns 18 i’ll come find him,” I hope she does.
December 2011
If you're ever sad, i'll come over with a pint of...
Rest In Peace Albert Nguyen.
I miss you man. Even though we only met this school year I can’t believe you are gone. You were a fun guy to be around. I hope the next life treats you well, you’re in my prayers tonight.
Im the type of guy who will throw rocks at your...
Late night cruising.
Let’s sit back, relax, and bump that Frank Ocean. Looking at the night above while driving down the empty streets hold hands. Thinking about our future, as we stop by the hill top to look down on the city lights.
Guys, if you ever wear a dress shirt with a tie...
It looks nasty if you just let it hang.